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Malade Non-Imaginaire

Ang kulay ko ay nalalagas. Huwag kang mag alala hindi ito Kobid. Hindi naman ako nasa kimo. May maliit na bukol sa mutha ko. Parang tagyawat. Maaring pumasa ito bilang isang tagyawat. Alam ko hindi tagyawat ito dahil mahigit nang isang taon na nandito ito. Kung ako’y mamatay sa pandemia wala akong kilay at puno nang tagyawat ang mukha. Hinahanap morning iyon dati kong mukha na puno nang kilay at walang tagyawat. Pero ganyan talaga ang buhay hindi mo maari ang lahat.

Malade Non-Imaginaire

My eyebrows are falling out.  Don’t worry, it’s not COVID.  I’m not on chemo.  There is a tiny lump on my face.  It looks like a pimple.  It could pass for a pimple.  I know it’s not a pimple because it has been there for a year now.  If I die in this pandemic, I’m going to be eyebrow-less, pimple-faced.  I miss the old me, the one that was eyebrow-full, pimple-less.  But in this life, you can’t have it all.